Friday, June 29, 2007
live broadcast from TCC
reporting to you 'live' from TCC.
many reasons to celebrate ya'all!
firstly, its friday night yo!
secondly, GST offsets holler! so check your savings accounts.
thirdly, its eve of the eve of Youth Day, kiddos. HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
forthly, i survived Practicum Week 1. ta-dah. 1 down, 9 to go.
fifth-ly, exclusive youth day holiday access to teachers only on Monday! sweet!
i'm celebrating with my sweets, great coffee-choc-mint concotions, cozy couch corner and music soothing to our ears. talk about rilek one corner beb.......
a perfect finale to the whirlwind week.signing out.
from TCC.
have a great weeeekend!
Labels: coffee, mit chocolate, TCC
Monday, June 25, 2007
Jitters
i think it is all about having to commit to something big.
having to sacrifice your blood and soul to something uncertain of success.
and having so much at stake - my reputation, livelihood, and the bloody bond.
these things complicate life.
if only we are simple people with pure goodness and intentions.
the world could be a happier place.
sweets, now i know how u feel.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
praying for strength
i'm feeling melancholic again. drama mama emo. i hate feeling all feelingy like this. bleargh.
i don't understand at all, it is just a job. not even an official one yet, just a practice cum assessment thingy. and it is only for 10 weeks. and i've always thought this might be IT, the THING for me. so why do i feel - dread?
*reflection refelction*
ok. i know why. it is all about going through a new experience, a new place, new people all ALONE. i cant recall the last time i stand on my own 2 feet. when i want to do something, i will always drag in a friend. or worse, i get dragged into something just to avoid doing something else alone. omg woman, you are a daymn coward!
i have always felt dread at the idea of being alone. when i was a little girl, age became an acceptable excuse for such feeling. but at a whopper double-digit number of an age, it is plain cowardly. i thought i had overcome such fears, but i guess, i've just been avoiding it all this while.
well maybe it is time i face the devil. i cannot possibly all my life hide in one dark corner where no one can see me right? sobs.
oh dear. please give me the strength that i need. InsyaAllah.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
panic Mode
i'm not one who freaks out easily, but at this moment, i am scared out of my wits. Monday is nearing and I cant believe how intimidated i feel!!
i have not taught a class ever in my life and yet they are goign to assess me on my teaching?!
oh nooooo...
i'm so so so so so so so so so so in panic mode.
i'm really praying extra hard for helpful understanding mentors and colleagues and flexible hours. cos i need to draw up complete lesson plans for every lesson every day!!!!
please please, please give me the strength and patience.
InsyaAllah.
i hope it is not too late to pray.
sobs.
go girl.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
birthday
Let us respect our wrinkles, every single one of them, for they are memories of our younger years
happy birthday, me.
Monday, June 18, 2007
foodie with kambings.
the weekend has been a whirlwind of serious childish fun and foodie junk as my family and i spent the days at JB with my 2 young cousins. seriously, i think i am apt for my profession which involve kids and teenagers only because of the similarity in our levels of maturity. haha! it was great being young and i am willing to relive and relish my childhood days anytime!
going back to a few days earlier - many days earlier to be exact - the kambings unite yet again. we did what we do best which is to EAT and LEPAK! oh welllll, one man's notion of time-idling is another kambing's concept of a highly activated social event! whatever you say, we kambings (boys and girls) are still preeeetttttttty... booyaahh. hahah. nvm.
anyway, here are some kambing pictures for your joyful entertainment!
so much food we took up 2 tables!
complete with dangerous looking Gobi Desserts
njoying the food and the company
the 3 Hs - Halim, Hakim and Hani (whoot hot shirt!)
kambing boys (paus where are you !??)
kambing girls
the final attendance
in the span of 5 hours, we took 102 pictures.. talk about trigger happy!
ok till the next story.
tats.
p/s Tanjg Pagar Railway Station - home of the BEST SATAY. seriously.
Monday, June 11, 2007
|nothingness|
wheyhey! look who finally decided to crawl out from her shell?
uh.. me.
*guilty*
you can't blame me! laziness has overtaken every ounce of enthusiasm i have to blog. and in defense of my stand, i say i darn deserve this period of nothingness given how nie's glorious cramped, jam-packed, squeeze-everything-into-that-small-brain training program had tornadoed my social life around. phew! and now, i have resurfaced to breathe. =)
however, the period of nothingness has been pretty much uneventful - no wild vacations nor pampered spa and massages or high teas (*hint hint*). chet, no release. but its a break from reports, presentations and datelines and i'm contented with that. =)
and oh yesss ... i earned my driving license! wohoo yeah babeh! so happys happys that it requires great effort to stop myself from posting a ceremonious picture of my triumphant license on the blog! yes, i have realised that that would bring lame to a newest level - nah worry, still sane.
wokay, just a short note to test the pulse of my blog - and the loyalty of my frens who actually read my blog. hahah .. luvvies u all. will be back soon. let me bask in my nothingness now.
road trip tmr! gotta snooze!